So,

      It's been quite a while since I wrote anything here. However, given recent developments in my life and career, and the time-frame in which I find myself operating, I find myself over-burdened with things to think about and very few people to speak to.
     My newest creative endeavor, which for now we will just call THE FILM, has been a labor of love thus far. I am learning so many new things about pre-production, budgeting, distribution, etc. The most difficult lesson at this point, however, has been that some people are just simply not worth the time and energy we invest in them. I know this a realization that comes with growing up, but in the spirit of "when it rains, it pours" philosophy, two members of my production crew (two people who i have known for years, personally, have decided that not only are my creative projects not worth their time, but that I'm apparently quite a horrible person (one having nothing to do with the other, allegedly) and have opted to no longer involve themselves.  I find it particularly difficult to swallow these betrayals since I've been very open about communicating issues with me every step of the way. I'm truly hurt, because I expected more of them than they expected of themselves.
     On a positive note, I have secured help from some dear friends from my high school days. I've even started negotiations for some great music to accompany the film. I knew going in that this project would be big, and take a great deal of blood, sweat, and tears, but its nice to see some small positive steps so early on. As the production team begins coming together, i look forward to forging ahead. (And I CAN NOT wait to meet the cast!)
     I've also gotta say that although I love my new job (Night Auditor at a Marriott) it kinda sucks that almost NO ONE is awake while im at work (third shift 11pm-7am) so I can't even text or FB with anyone... I don't mind the down time, since i still have a lot of work to do before production begins, but I just kinda miss personal interaction, especially since I could use some real friends now more than ever.

I will be keeping you all posted on the progress of the film here, since this seems a perfect outlet during down time at work!  Talk to you all soon!

S.